Defeat the world, Defeat myself.

            In this opportunity, im going to try to amuse my readers with my magnificent tremendous and also tragic experience in my last holiday. It was all started on the first day in 27^th December. Me and my friends were getting ready to went to Situ Lembang, a place that was actually the KOPASSUS training ground. We were going there as the JAMADAGNI students that will accomplished my final test on being the young member of JAMADGNI. We went from SMAN 3 Bandung, after the ceremony and a kiss bye from our parents, we went straight to Lembang. We went with a truck. After hours of journey, we arrived in Lembang and continued our journey with our legs. It was really a torture as we walked for 6 hours with our 20 kg carrier on  40 C degree. Day after day we passed with exhaustion, as we only ate worms, trees, and we also slept a natural bivaque made of trees for only 3 hours a day.

We spent days with some various surviving lessons that also made us really tired. My friends started to crying, gave up, and even just want to end this test and went home. But we didn’t, we keep fought until the very last day until the end. On the last day we didn’t know it was our last day. The last day started with an extreme wake-up-method. When we were asleep they woke us up with a TMT bomb, crazy right?. They were also yelling “bencana !! bencana !!’’ which mean disaster in bahasa. We were panicked, really panick. They lead us running in the middle of the jungle on 1 am with our 20 kg carrier and a flashlight. The feels you know, we were just right after awake and they made us do crazy things.

 It ends in about 4 hours and then we were told to sleep in a wide cold field in 4 am with only our raincoat. We woke at 6 am and guess what happen next? We did another long walk with our crazy heavy bags for more than 12 hours!. It was really exhausting. After we arrived in our destination, we were surprised with the presence of our parents. Yes, I cried, everybody cried with the tears of joy. We had a ceremony and took some photos. We went home with our parents with pride and happiness of the realization that we spent 7 days on hell with extreme living condition and survive. Im proud of myself because I had defeated the worst case scenario in jungle for days but mostly, Im proud of me, that able to defeated myself.